so now I just heard that from DHS that they'll start deducting from my SSI ( disability pay) cause of a 'supposed job' WHICH I never had  job in the 1st place and the fact still remains that I'm still a victim of ID theft, and even with the fact that I do get a job there's stil la chance of my SSI pay getting taken away. How things are right now I can not loose any money that supports my housing and food *flops down and tears up a bit* I really do hope that once me and my mom go over ASAP to DHS that we'll put a damn good footing on this whole shitty experience... But still I'm just scared of loosing any money that have been supporting me a lot. *sighs a bit* But on the good side I will be finally getting a tablet from a help of a friend so I really do hope that once I get my hand back into digital art that COMs might bump up and my speed of making-to-posting rate will go up really fast or at least make me happy to finally draw and post stuff up like I should of done a long ass time ago...